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Every time I write something about you, I’ve always wondered what you’d think and feel if you knew.

Last night, I was on the verge of sending you my blog’s URL without telling you that it’s mine. Would you realize it was made solely for you?

Would you recognize the small talks we shared? There’s a chance, yes, but I bet, you won’t remember it the way I did. Every moments we shared together, just the two of us or with a couple of others, I have it memorized so I could replay it on my mind over and over again. That’s not enough, though. I have to write it here and tagged your name because I am hoping I can show it to you someday.

This blog.

Night Out.

I was invited to stay at Sachi's place that Monday night. The original purpose is for me to share more things to her, about me and Yuu-kun. Seriously I wanted to seek help and comfort for I am already anxious as days do pass...

just let me know what exactly is going on inside me :/ *hidden hidden hidden*

I no longer don't know what to call myself. Because, I no longer want to think through this things again. Doing so won't change anything. Doing so won't bring back those things.. It's pretty annoying. I wonder how much will I be able to take on this things without saying anything... I want him to finally tell something about these. I seriously want to hear him say that everything happened because he likes me.. I really wish he would tell me so. And I seriously wish that he likes me. I'll be insane if he won't despite of everything that had happened. I'll kill him at the back of my mind. Because I don't want this to end up like that of me and Junno.
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