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Every time I write something about you, I’ve always wondered what you’d think and feel if you knew.

Last night, I was on the verge of sending you my blog’s URL without telling you that it’s mine. Would you realize it was made solely for you?

Would you recognize the small talks we shared? There’s a chance, yes, but I bet, you won’t remember it the way I did. Every moments we shared together, just the two of us or with a couple of others, I have it memorized so I could replay it on my mind over and over again. That’s not enough, though. I have to write it here and tagged your name because I am hoping I can show it to you someday.

This blog.

Birthday with Happiness

This may not be the best birthday that I ever had in my life, but this year's birthday surely left a unique print within my heart.

I was not able to celebrate this birthday with my family, the people who I used to celebrate my birthday with... My father's flight to Saudi was the day before this and my sister, Feine went to Tarlac for her OJT just this morning. I was expecting just a blunt day, nothing much, nothing new, nothing better to remember..

But God had been so good to me, I swear.

I was able to celebrate my birthday with him! It's the first for me.
To be alone with somebody. My past birthdays were not really kinda special, but today is entirely different. Going to church together, walking around town, talking all randoms... Simple but for me, I feel so so so much special.

Our secret storytelling...

There is hidden text here

I was also able to see Akuma when I was waiting for him. Remember? He's-the-guy-i-waited-and-had-hold-onto-for-almost-four-or-five-years-but-i-had-decided-to-let-my-feelings-go-since-last-year... At that moment I kinda felt uneasy, but I decided to continue walking in order to divert my attention. I was certain that our eyes had met at that time. When I am already entering the church together with him, I saw Akuma again. Now, I realized who he’s with.. his current girlfriend. I had said so, from my last entry about him right? I’m no longer head-over-heels to him. Seeing him with the girl he love, I’m not sure what exactly am I feeling but I know that somehow, I already had accepted his current status. ://// *spaced out*

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