Every time I write something about you, I’ve always wondered what you’d think and feel if you knew.

Last night, I was on the verge of sending you my blog’s URL without telling you that it’s mine. Would you realize it was made solely for you?

Would you recognize the small talks we shared? There’s a chance, yes, but I bet, you won’t remember it the way I did. Every moments we shared together, just the two of us or with a couple of others, I have it memorized so I could replay it on my mind over and over again. That’s not enough, though. I have to write it here and tagged your name because I am hoping I can show it to you someday.

This blog.
Feeling happy.. and extra special
10.08.2013

I'm feeling an extra happy today. I was able to go to the house of the new guy I currently had my eyes on. I and Neechan ate our dinner there. We were able to meet his three cute dogs and his two younger sisters. I am really happy because I was able to see a closer look into his private life, and also his cute and charming side.. He is not the guy who I am in love with now but somehow I'm reconsidering things again. If I were to choose I guy who I really want for myself, it's gonna be him. Before we went home, he gave us sweet potato [the violet one].. I'm not sure why he did such, but he really looks cuter.. and handsome :DDD I want to go there again in the near future.. I want to know him better..

I'm posting it here for me to highlight this day's happening... and I know no one would find me here.. so I'm kinda safe. :DD

*saved conversation*

Upside down.
10.09.2013



Yesterday I felt extra happy and special. But suddenly everything went upside-down. I realized that I chose a wrong guy again. I'm not in love with him but I am looking forward to the coming days with him... I'm really starting to like this guy. But then it seems like he's already after another girl. It was kinda disappointing after I heard about that.. I was kinda hurt, too... It's always like this. I always end up watching the guys I had my eyes on, looking onto the girls they like. I hope that someday things would stop ending this way. I had had enough.

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