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Every time I write something about you, I’ve always wondered what you’d think and feel if you knew.

Last night, I was on the verge of sending you my blog’s URL without telling you that it’s mine. Would you realize it was made solely for you?

Would you recognize the small talks we shared? There’s a chance, yes, but I bet, you won’t remember it the way I did. Every moments we shared together, just the two of us or with a couple of others, I have it memorized so I could replay it on my mind over and over again. That’s not enough, though. I have to write it here and tagged your name because I am hoping I can show it to you someday.

This blog.

Hey Say JUMP- Ride with Me PV Subbed

This is the Promotional Video of Hey Say Jump's 11th Single
Ride With Me
released date: 2013.12.25

2nd Blood Donation

Had made it to Jimusho a little bit earlier than usual. I'm planning to had my second blood donation today since it's the last day of the Phlebotomy Training at the Jimusho. I volunteered to be Acchan's subject, she's one of the participants of this training. But due to some circumstances, somebody else did the extraction to me. They kinda failed to extract from my right arm, so they did it at my left. Somehow, they had a hard time, I guess...

After the extraction, and up to this point, my left arm is kinda hurt still.. :/ Hmmmm how I wish I brought Kame-chan for me to have some pictures to be saved from this donation. My first blood donation was last September this year, and I had not saved any pictures , too.. On my third and onwards I'll make sure to capture some.. :D

Talking about my weight. Lately I'm very concerned with it. I usually weigh within the range of 51-53 kilos. Looks like this past few weeks I lose some weight. Due to my-puyat-mode? my-coffee-addiction? plus I kinda eat lesser than usual lately, and that I somehow skipped my meals.. Tsk. Seriously. 

The night before, I tied to weigh myself and realize that I'm only 49.8 [One of the criteria to be a good blood donor is to weigh 50 kilos and more.] I'm 0.2 kilo short :DDD The next day, I ate my brunch at around 11am, then ate some more burger at noon. Gladly, when they weighed me, I'm 50.0 kilo exact! Great~ But I had to wait until past 3pm in order to be extracted and that time, I'm back to 49.8 kilos. But still, I wanted to donate blood so I went on. hihi. After my donation, I'm down to 49.5 kilos. :DDDDD :P

Pumpkin Desu Yo!

Finally, Kana is back from her 3-month-long vacation to Japan. Tsk. Tsk. Surely, I truly envy her for being there at my ever-so-dreamland.
And this afternoon, Acchan, Ezra, Kana and me had a get-together-party tiny meetup. She gave each of us pasalubong. You see, the one she gave me is a Wink Up magazine October 2013, with my ever-so-bias Pumpkin!, Takahisa Masuda at the cover. Honto ni ureshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii WWWWWWWWWW

Yay!!! PUMPKIN ♥♥♥
found Yuto inside!! my bias in HSJ <3

Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun plus sweetness :]]

Fine, but my feelings won't change. I'll always love you.
-Haru Yoshida, episode 1

Which means, I'm being cared about right now?
--- Mizutani Shizuku, episode 1

I guess everything tastes good when I'm with you.
-Haru Yoshida, episode 1

Did you know God decides when people get to be lucky or unlucky so everything balances out in the end. Well I don't believe any of that. But I've been thinking lately, if meeting you was a lucky moment, it balances out everything else that happened. Only good things have happened since I met you.
--- Yoshida Haru, episode 3

I heard that when people feel anxious, they crave human contact.
Mizutani Shizuku ----episode 5

If you leave, I'll probably be sad. However, if there's somewhere else you'd rather be, you should admit it. Don't lose sight of what you really want. 
Mizutani Shizuku ----episode 5

meri kuri ja nai?

Few more hours, and it's gonna be Christmas. But for now, I'm all alone.
No one's home aside from me.

Sounds sad right? I wanted to go out today, there's a place I wanted to  go so badly...
I wanted to see someone so badly.
I wanted to meet Yuu-kun right now.
I haven't heard from him since the other day.
Though it's just the other day, but it feels like forever.
I guess I like him this much.
That by just missing him goes this much painful. /sighs

Nee, Kami-san, would you allow us to meet tomorrow?
Can I ask that as my Christmas present from you? Or is just that too much for me to ask? 

You see, even though both of us are too close with each other,
I wonder why I still yearn to see him this much?
Something must be wrong with me, really.